astridclarizza

yelloo everyone!! watcha doing? i miss you all so much :) Well this is my first post in my new 2011. I know it's kinda late but i wanna say merry christmas 2010 and happy new year 2011!!
In this beautiful year i'm so thankful that i have been given by my DAD my super blessed life. I hope this beautiful year, i could bless the other cause HE has blessed me already. Thanks GOD i love YOU more than anything in this world.
I'm gonna say thank you for my family my friends and everyone who color my lifer :)

Well, in this early of 2011 i'm in the mood of shopping but can you imagine? I'm stuck in semarang. Where you can find any place to shop here? I can say nowhere :( I do miss SHOPPING so much! aaargghh.

My wishlist for this new year are :
1. get closer to HIM
2. go on HIS way
3. make my family proud with me :)
4. be a better friend for all
5. saying that i love all my nuttiest :') cause they color my life already
6. get better score at my subject
7. be thankful for everything i have

btw, can i put one thing to my wishlist?
i wish TOPSHOP, F21, KOOKAI, COTTONON open their store at surabaya ASAP :) :)

have a blessed day all!
IMU
XOXO

hell-o everyone! hows life? me : perdy good. LOL.
watcha doing semarang? miss all semarangan so much.
btw, last week i went to semarang and a week just passed by so fast..

it's 1st day of October.. its time for shopping LOL. though i lived here around 3 months, i still cant controlled my shopping habits :(
hopefully next week and the rest i can controlled this..
BTW TOMMOROW IS EARLY BIRD SALE!! woohoooo!! lets go there!!! and next week seems like MIDNIGHT SALE is going to rock this town! :o :o

see you there all!
XOXO

Say hell-o to you!!
Hows life there all?
It's been so long since i last wrote something here. kinda missing write something here. Well, ill tell you about my new great life here <3
Now I'm starting to be a SURABAYANS, no longer SEMARANGANS. Well i moved here since the first week of July. brought too many things til my pals, Bebex and ilka shocked with things i brought here, especially my shoes and heels. I brought about 25 pairs of heels beside the flats and the flops.
I had my P3KMABA from 12 July 2010 until 19 July 2010. I spent 7 days to finish the P3KAMABA. I joint to TIBOR KALMAN's team. First thing first I'm not really interest with my team cause I'm so jealous with other friends who knew already their team mates. I didn't know at all who are all my friends. Until the day came, I met ypin. I knew her already. lucky me! Then i started to know and get closer with other. They all great teammates! Thanks for being my great mates! Some people say that your friends during 4 years of university is your "first friends" and your friend from your town or school.
First time here, frankly its kinda hard. Though I'm not a hommy person, i m so close with my family. What i do, they always know. But by the time passing, i started to enjoy my life here. It's just great! Spending time hang out with my pals just so good!
All i want to say about my life here is "It's fabulous!"

When you think you are strangers, You will never enjoy your new life. When you think you're into it, you will have your fabulous moment. - astridcla

Everything will change, whatever it takes, soon or later.
Yeah. Maybe it can be change in one blink of an eye. Maybe it can take much longer.
For the things that will change, i know and i learn something.
I must learn to live before i die. I must learn to love and be loved in return. I must learn to smile through fears and be strong through anything.
I know how to face everything that change in my life, to understand and keep going and moving on.
For the things that last forever, yeah, there always be the things that last forever.
My GOD, My Family.
I love you all forever and ever.
Thanks for giving me the best lesson through this life.
In this life i was loved by You..

hey guys!! howdy? good for sure!
me? well a bit sad :(
why? coz this is the last month in semarang :(
Next month, i will go to surabaya to continue my study at petra chrstian university. I'm going to surabaya on 2 july 2010. Its too early i think compare with others. Well, its perdy good coz i can make a new journey there! With new friends new life new place, but im kinda sad coz i miss my highschool friends :( Especially my nuttiest.
Im sure im gonna miss everything about semarang which i can find maybe later on surabaya. But from now on, i just wanna say thank you for this friendship. this friendship will never end. Forever and after.
I love you all and i'm gonna miss you all :'(

Hi everyone! Watcha doing?
Well i miss my blog!! Feels so long haven't written something here LOL
today is the last day of having fun before UAN. Fyi, UAN is on next monday!! march 22 til march 26!! A week of fighting and workinghard!! Study study and study!! *i wish i could* LOL
My wish for this UAN is i can do my best and i believe God will do the rest :)
Anyone will face UAN also? I pray for you all.. For your best!!

Well, when i remember UAN i feel so sad :( Why? Because we are almost finished our high school time. And i can't imagine we will apart. Some are going to USA, Australia, Singapore, etc. No doubt, i will miss them so much! :( :(
but i must be cheer up! Everything will be OK. And ill keep all of these as something i won't forget guys!!

I LOVE YOU guys!!
YOU REALLY ROCK MY WORLD!!

With love, big hug, and kisses
astrid miss you
xoxo

RULES!

1. Put your MP3 player, iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. Shuffle Mode!
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag at least 10 friends (make me your #11 so i can see the results).
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. =P
6. Have Fun!


My Result:

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
- STANDING STILL BY JEWEL

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF
- I MISS YOU BY BLINK 182

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- EVERY LITTLE THING YOU DO BY WESTLIFE :)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- SURVIVE BY GABRIELLE

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU BY WESTLIFE :)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
- I HAVE A DREAM BY WESTLIFE

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- FOREVER BY BREAKING BENJAMIN

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- FEEL BY ROBBIE WILLIAMS

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- STAY CLOSE DONT GO BY SECONDHAND SERENADE

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- BE WITH YOU BY ENRIQUE IGLESIAS

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU BY BARRY MANILOW

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- SOMETHING STUPID BY NICOLE KIDMAN FT ROBBIE WILLIAMS

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- I STILL BY BSB

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- CANT KEEP ON LOVING YOU BY A DISTANCE BY ELLIOT YAMIN

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- YMCA BY WILLIAM HUNG

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- THW WORLD I KNOW BY DAVID COOK :)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- SHE BANGS BY WILLIAM HUNG

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- PILLS BY THE PERISHER

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
- GROW OLD WITH YOU BY ADAM SANDLER

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- PLAY SOME ROCK BY LIQUIDO

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- BABY BY JUSTIN BIEBER

hi everyone? whats your day? its been so long *actually just my feel* since i posted my blog here..
well but the lyric i posted are songs which be soundtrack of my days =]
watcha doing??
well.. im here.. now.. im listening to a song which i love the most lately!!!! beside something right by westlife, i'm yours by the script.. this one also my fav!!

I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY by MOFFATS

I used to call you my boy
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Boy I'm so down when your
love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again



i love this very much!! cause now i miss someone very much too!! =]
just wanna share this song to you all..
have a blast day!!
dont forget to pray for my TO!!
ttyl smooch smooch

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xceZ8vZRNic

huplaaa everyone!!??!
Im very happy today LOL LOL
Im not 17th anymore.. Im 18th now!! Its really a long journey but i know, my journey starts now...
This year will be the last year of mine wif my high school friends.. Will be graduated soon this april.. And after that, we realize that we will go 2 diffrent universities.. Hiks..
I really excited 2 welcome my new life as *anak kos*..
but its very hard for me 2 left the high school memories..
The time i learned what is being loved and love other.. The time when i learned how 2 be a good friend... I love those momentt hiks..
And now i really want to stop the time.. But i know.. Its imposibble... So what can i do now is be thankful in evrything i have.. And pray and do 4 the best!!
Amen!!
GBualll
smooch2

LAST
1. Tidur di ranjang kamu:
=> NI SEKARANGLAGI TDURAN

2. Melihat kamu menangis:
=> MAMI

3. Membuat kamu menangis:
=> MYSELF

4. bikin kamu ktawa?
=> FRIENDS =]

5. Pergi ke bioskop dengan:
=> CACA ILKA KAREN RENCY

6. Pergi ke mall dengan:
=> MAMI PAPI

7. Teriak ke kamu:
=> MICHI

HAVE U :
9. Mengatakan "Aku Cinta Kamu" sungguh2:
=> HAHA

10. Berantem dengan peliharaan:
=> DODOL AH

11. Minum Alkohol :
=> .

12. Ke Hawaii?
=> ADA YANG MAW BAYARIN?

13. Ke Medan?
=> AH

14. Nari tanpa busana?
=> PAS MADNI WKKW

15. Bermimpi heboh banget dan segera terjadi:
=> NOPE

16. Berharap jd jenis kelamin lain?
=> AMIT2

17. Punya teman imajinasi?
=> KAGAK

18. Dipukulin?
=> NEVER

ARE U ?
19. Merokok?
=> NO

20. Ciuman?
=> LAGI BELAJAR INI MAHHH

21. Nyanyi dengan baik?
=> KATANYA SI ENGGAK. TAPI PEDE KOQ QKKWKKW

22. Nyanyi saat mandi?
=> ALWAYS

24. Bisa memainkan alat musik?
=> A BIT

25. Pikir kamu getol ama kesehatan?
=> .

26. Akrab dengan ortu?
=> YAP

27. Akrab dengan saudara?
=> YUHUU

OTHERS:
28. Perasaan paling buruk di dunia?
=> DILLEMA

29. menjadi mereka dimasa depan?
=> ??

30. Tidur dengan Binatang?
=> WEW

31. Di Bawah tempat tidur kamu?
=> DEBU

32. Paling suka acara sport apa?
=> SOCCER

33. Saudara?
=> dua

34. Lokasi?
=> SMRG

35. Rencana Kuliah?
=> PETRA

36. Tindik/Tato?
=> WEW

EXTRA :
42. Pernah ngobat?
=> OBH

47. Siapa yang kamu benci banget?
=> IBU DARA

48. siapa yg kamu cinta banget?
=> SEMUAAAAA =]

49. Punya pekerjaan pas weekend?
=> PEGI2

50. Senang di tengah2 orang banyak?
=> DEPENDS

OTHERS AGAIN
51. Ada tipe orang tertentu yang ingin dikejar?
=> KAMU!

52. Pingin sesuatu yang kamu ga punya
sekarang?
=> -__-

53. Apakah kesepian skrg?
=> NOPE

54. Lagu yang nyangkut di memori?
=> BANYAAKKK

55. Mau nikah?
=> YA DONK

56. Mau punya anak?
=> YES AFTER MARRIED

FAVORITE:
57. Penyanyi?
=> ASTRID CLARIZZA

58. Warna?
=> MERAH

59. Parfum?
=> GUCCI ENVY

60. Bulan?
=> FEB

=== 48 JAM TERAKHIR:
61. Nangis?
=> YA

62. Beli sesuatu?
=> MAEMAN

63. Sakit?
=> NOPE THX GOD

64. Nyanyi?
=> YA

65. Menyatakan cinta pada seseorang?
=> CKCKKC

66. Kangen seseorang?
=> YAP

67. Kehilangan seseorang?
=> NO

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage= MINERAL WATER
2. last phone call= STROBERI MAGAZINES
3. last text message= .
4. last song you listened to= SMILE BY UNCLE KRACKER
5. last time you cried= YESTERDAY

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice= NOPE
7. been cheated on= .
8. kissed someone & regretted it= .
9. lost someone special= .
10. been depressed = YAP
11. been drunk and threw up= NOPE

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. RED
13. BLACK
14. WHITE

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend = Y
16. Fallen out of love= Y
17. Laughed until you cried= Y
18. Met someone who changed you= Y
19. Found out who your true friends were= Y
20. Found out someone was talking about you= Y
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list= Y
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life= .
23. How many kids do you want to have= 3
24. Do you have any pets= NOPE
25. Do you want to change your name= NOPE
26. What did you do for your last birthday= PRAY
27. What time did you wake up today = 6.20
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = DREAMING
29. Name something(S) you CANNOT wait for= SECRET LOL
30. Last time you saw your Mother= FEW MINUTES AGO
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?= NOTHING. I LOVE HIS PURPOSE IN ME
32. What are you listening to right now = SMILE BY UNCLE KRACKER
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom= Y
34. What's getting on your nerves right now= SECRET LOL
35. Most visited webpage= FACEBOOK
36. Whats your real name = ASTRID
37. Nicknames =ATID
38. Relationship Status = SINGLE
39. Zodiac sign = PISCES
40. Male or female? = FEMALE
41. Elementary school? = SD Marsudirini PEMUDA
42. Middle School?= Kartur
44. Hair colour = black
45. Long or short= LONG
46. Height = 165??
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = .
48: What do you like about yourself? = EYES
49. Piercings= YES
50. Tattoos = .
51. Righty or lefty = RIGHT

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = NEVER
53. First piercing= BABYY
54. First best friend= MISSY
55. First sport you joined = SWIM
56. First vacation= .
58. First pair of trainers = FORGET
59. Eating = ASI
60. Drinking = ASI
61. I'm about to = .
62. Listening to = .
63. Waiting= .

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids? y
65. Want to get married? y
66. career? DESIGNER AND GUD HOZ WIFE.. GUD MOM

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes= eyes
68. Hugs or kisses= hugs
69. Shorter or taller= taller
70. Older or Younger =OLDER
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms= nice stomatch
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = .
75. Trouble maker or hesitant= .

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger= NOPE
77. Drank hard liquor= NOPE
78. Lost glasses/contacts = YES
79. Sex on first date= NEVER
80. Broken someone's heart = .
81. Had your own heart broken = .
82. Been arrested = NOPE
83. Turned someone down = .
84. Cried when someone died = YAP
85. Fallen for a friend= .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Y
87. Miracles= y
88. Love at first sight = y
90. Santa Claus= y
91. Kiss on the first date= NOPE
92. Angels= y

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time= NOPE
95. Did you sing today? Y
96. Ever cheated on somebody? N
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? .
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? NO
100. Posting this as 100 truths? ok

im sitting here.. Beside the pool, straing at there.. Far far away.. Im empty.. I dont know what i feel..
I just wanna cry now.. i dont even know the reason i feel this..this just a feel.. When you lost someone you love..
I feel nothing.. Feel like i just spending too much time feeling this,.
Ok. i wanna say im not okay,
i pretend to be okay.. Yap.. I pretend to be okay.. But i feel its just a ******* i
I dont wanna do this anymore.. My deeds feel just like useful..
Im speechless now.. :'(
My decision is already made.
Astrid.. You can do it. No matter what..
Ure strong girll =]
Theres no apology anymoree...
Its ur decision..
So stand for it and smile for it..

Have a very bright day pals!
Love you all

Holla eervyone!!
how are you?? fine good? say GREAT!! LOL
im here.. hmmm.. doing abs GREAT!!
just finished my exams week and welcome the new week with smile adn brightness,, LOL

today? not a good day.. but kind of happy with my friends .. hang out..
but i must make this day gonna be a GOOD DAY if mine..

Today, going 2 TATA's bdei party.. so great there, meet TANGGA! they are gret! lovely and such a great perform! woohooo

i wanna share this beautiful song.. suddenly i remember this song and in love againn hmmm..



"Untitled"

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Holaaaa again dude! how is it going?
As the continue of the pvious post, i will talk about my routine today..
Well.. Firstly, i woke up in the morning.. Actually i promised ILKA to have gym, but because im too sleepy, i cancelled it...
Next, i woke up about @9am.. Then took shower.. then also going out 2 have meeting wif RIANA dance studioo...
so hot there.. And also meet many of frends... Tata vilanta and inggrid...
we talked about yearbook costume there.. Hope the yearbook will be the best in semarang! Amen!
After had meeting, iwas going back home and online..
Having skype session wif stupidoo.. But he didnt take a bath already.. So stink LOL. Im having skype session from 1pm until 3pm.. Then he went out and im going offline.. I was getting ready 4 watching movie...
The movie started at 1610 and i was coming about 16.30
Who joinned the movie?
Astrid
Rency
Karen
Michi
Ilka
Erick
Mario
Ponsa
Dodo
Jati
Ci clar
Ko deny
The movie was not rilly gud LOL

After watched the movie, we went to karaoke @ NAV
Who joinned the karaoke?
Astrid
ilka
Karen
Michi
erick *only a moment coz he wanted 2 have gym*
Mario
Dodo
Ponsa
We had a very great experience.. the girls scream alot at the third floor LOL. Its all because ponsa who naughty.. He pushed the 3rd level.. And its like haunted place! OMG! We scream a lot! LOL

After karaoke time, well go to Blue lotus.. Samuel joinned us to the blue lotus becoz he was bored at his house.. We played capsa there.. And having fun..

after going home, im having skype session with stupidoo again.. He was so sleepy.. LOL. couldnt take his funny pict hiks.. But its okay.. Hes slept first.. Then im coming after him!!
Im gonna sleep now..
Soooo ciaoo!!
Smooch smooch

astridcla love you all!!
Spreading much loveee~
Gud night world
xoxo

Hola pals!
Long time no talk here *tho just 2days i think* hoho..
How r u pals? Hope evrythng is alrite..

Well..at this post, i wanna talk about yesterday, and today..
Im having so much FUN!!
both 2days full of skype session..

The first is with WELLY SUTANTO.. So much fun at that time.. He looks more handsome now.. so excited waiting 4 ur coming 2 indonesia!
And one thing makes me jealous, hes going out wif rebecca raissa there! ROFTL..
common bro.. Come back here! well hang out.. Of course at ur fav place ever! bc! LOL.

The second session is with funniest person...taralalala *siperutgendud* aka *chupatkai* aka *stupidoo*LOL.
Actually, he didnt have the cam already, but last monday he bought it.. And started 2 action wif his new webcam LOL. He doing many stupidd actionss.. Especially wif his dynamic picture..
this night session wif him, he tricked me! He said he would show me his action like his dynamic pict.. Poor me he wasnot :(
And also Poor me, he took alots of my ugly picture hiks T.T but its okay! Revenge sounds gud ;p wait 4 me.. And 2 things u owe me! Sing a song and show me ur stupid face! LOL.

The third session is wif THIO DANNY.. Wow.. Its short but quiet gud. Im shocked wif his teeth OMG. He can put off and on his teeth.. He told me that when he laughed, suddenly the teeth is fell off.. Sound gud and great LOL.. Next time ull come to indo *next30jan* u must join our class @ ms.lusi dude!!

to be continue at the next post.. Ciao :p

NAILART AND NAIL PIERCING BY ASTRID





























HAVING FUN WITH FRIENDS






































































CHRISTMAS "SINGING TREE" @ MY CHURCH


















MY MOM, DAD, AND I


















AFTER CHURXCH TIME WIF MY BROTHERS
















RED BROTHER-SISTERHOOD

Firstly, i read an article from a magz

"If its gonna be rainny day
Theres nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray 4 sunny weatheR
But that wont stop the rain
Feeling you got no place to run
I can be your shelter til its done
We can make this last forever
So please dont stop the rain"
And those words come out from james morrisson'


And so on... im so in love wif james morrison!! Love his voice and his songs! Hope someday i would have my lover whose voice like him hoho then sing a lullaby 4 me everynite ;p

After 'YOU MAKE IT REAL' now 'ONE LAST CHANCE'
Here it is..


In my life I don't mean much to anyone
I've lost my way can't go back anymore
Once I had everything now it's gone
Don't tell me again coz I've heard it all before
Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try
I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never and I try to remember who I used to be
I've got one more chance to get myself together
The time has come for me to change again
I can't carry on like this, I will lose my friends - don't say that you have given up on me
Just give me the time and speace to heal my head
I don't wanna be misunderstood
I've got to take this chance and make it into something good
~james morrison~


wow. What r u all doing there? Just crawling under my blanket now.. Wanna have my sweetest dream =] when everyone wake up, ill sleep LOL. Its already 5am here.. But i have no sleepy feeling. How could? Aahhhh~

CHRSITMAS EVE (studded jacket, animal print baloon dress, pumpshoes, bangles, big earings, longchamp, watch)

















CHRISTMAS DAY(red tanktop, red ribbon, redchanelbag, bangles, watch, big earings, short, flatshoes)
















NIGHTGOINGOUT (tanktop, oxfordshoes, chains necklace, bangles, big earings, mini skirt)
















KARAOKE TIME (loose shirt, flatshoes, longchamp, hotpant) ==> left side















DINNER (denim jacket, hotpant, longchamp, gladiator, bangles) ==> right side















LAST BUT NOT LEAST :P (RIBBONS MADE BY ASTRID, SHOP AND SHOP MAGAZINE)

hola everybody! say hello to me =]
well actually still not good mood like yesterday but i try to make this good.. its new year all! lets have a new great life! FORGET ALL THE SADNESS! its a must for us hoho..
keep smiling under resistance hoho.. somehow it can teach us how to face the truth of life is..

actually today is a having funtime with friends..
rency
karen
aan
erick
dodo
mario
theyre crazy pals actually.. trully.. but..
yea.. its makes my mood better but cant heal it :(
i dont know when this will going like this.. so much crazzinesss surounding me and so much going on.. i dont know my priorities..
i know that somewhere there, SOMEONE makes it real for me LOL.

hupla hupla
astrid must be cheer up!
i told done of my frends,. evry single time they get sad.. i always say CHEER UP!
and now i can make it through hoho..

i cant sleep hiks T,T try to tho'

i mjust sleep =]
gud night world.. ure rocks!
mwackz.. mucho baby :-*

Am montag ist Sylvester 2009..
Am dienstag ist Neujahr 2010..
offen neujahr, bitte rechts fahren..
willkommen 2010.. Schön neujahr!

Happyyy neww yearr everyone!

Cant say anything this time :(

Just want to post this song..

There so much crazziness surounds me.. There so much going on, it gets hard to breathe..
when all my faith has gone, u bring it back to me.. You make it real for me..
When im not sure of my priorities, when ive lost site of where i meant to be..like holy water washing over me.. You make it real for me..
And im running 2 you baby.. Ure the one who saved me.. that why ive been missing u lately.. Cause u make it real for me..
when my head is strong but my heart is weak.. Im full of arrogance and uncertainty... But i can find the words, you teach my heart to speak.. You make it real for me..
I guess there's so much more i have to learn.But if ure here with me.I know which way to turn.u alwys give me somewhere.Smwhere i can learn..

Tshüss..