astridclarizza

hell-o everyone! hows life? me : perdy good. LOL.
watcha doing semarang? miss all semarangan so much.
btw, last week i went to semarang and a week just passed by so fast..

it's 1st day of October.. its time for shopping LOL. though i lived here around 3 months, i still cant controlled my shopping habits :(
hopefully next week and the rest i can controlled this..
BTW TOMMOROW IS EARLY BIRD SALE!! woohoooo!! lets go there!!! and next week seems like MIDNIGHT SALE is going to rock this town! :o :o

see you there all!
XOXO

Say hell-o to you!!
Hows life there all?
It's been so long since i last wrote something here. kinda missing write something here. Well, ill tell you about my new great life here <3
Now I'm starting to be a SURABAYANS, no longer SEMARANGANS. Well i moved here since the first week of July. brought too many things til my pals, Bebex and ilka shocked with things i brought here, especially my shoes and heels. I brought about 25 pairs of heels beside the flats and the flops.
I had my P3KMABA from 12 July 2010 until 19 July 2010. I spent 7 days to finish the P3KAMABA. I joint to TIBOR KALMAN's team. First thing first I'm not really interest with my team cause I'm so jealous with other friends who knew already their team mates. I didn't know at all who are all my friends. Until the day came, I met ypin. I knew her already. lucky me! Then i started to know and get closer with other. They all great teammates! Thanks for being my great mates! Some people say that your friends during 4 years of university is your "first friends" and your friend from your town or school.
First time here, frankly its kinda hard. Though I'm not a hommy person, i m so close with my family. What i do, they always know. But by the time passing, i started to enjoy my life here. It's just great! Spending time hang out with my pals just so good!
All i want to say about my life here is "It's fabulous!"

When you think you are strangers, You will never enjoy your new life. When you think you're into it, you will have your fabulous moment. - astridcla

Everything will change, whatever it takes, soon or later.
Yeah. Maybe it can be change in one blink of an eye. Maybe it can take much longer.
For the things that will change, i know and i learn something.
I must learn to live before i die. I must learn to love and be loved in return. I must learn to smile through fears and be strong through anything.
I know how to face everything that change in my life, to understand and keep going and moving on.
For the things that last forever, yeah, there always be the things that last forever.
My GOD, My Family.
I love you all forever and ever.
Thanks for giving me the best lesson through this life.
In this life i was loved by You..

hey guys!! howdy? good for sure!
me? well a bit sad :(
why? coz this is the last month in semarang :(
Next month, i will go to surabaya to continue my study at petra chrstian university. I'm going to surabaya on 2 july 2010. Its too early i think compare with others. Well, its perdy good coz i can make a new journey there! With new friends new life new place, but im kinda sad coz i miss my highschool friends :( Especially my nuttiest.
Im sure im gonna miss everything about semarang which i can find maybe later on surabaya. But from now on, i just wanna say thank you for this friendship. this friendship will never end. Forever and after.
I love you all and i'm gonna miss you all :'(

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

I run from hate
I run from prejudice
I run from pessimists
But I run too late

I run my life
Or is it running me?
Run from my past
I run too fast
Or too slow it seems

[Bridge]
When lies become the truth
That's when I run to you

[Chorus]
This world keeps spinning faster
To a new disaster, so I run to you
I run to you, Baby

When it all starts coming undone
Baby, you're the only one I run to
I run to you

We run on fumes
Your life and mine
Like the sands of time
Slippin' right on through

[Bridge]
Our love's the only truth
That's why I run to you

[Chorus]
This world keeps spinning faster
To a new disaster, so I run to you
I run to you, Baby

When it all starts coming undone
Baby, you're the only one I run to
I run to you

Oh oh, oh I run to you

[Chorus]
This world keeps spinning faster
To a new disaster, so I run to you
I run to you, Baby

When it all starts coming undone
Baby, you're the only one I run to
I run to you, I run to you
Yeah

Oh oh, oh I run to you
I'll run to you girl
Oh Oh

I always run to you
Run to you
Run to

Pals, pray for me to finish this project!!
new exp for me to amke those statement necklace!!
hopefully i can make tiedye jacket too this april!
love you guys!!

[Chorus]
Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 3]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right

[Hook]
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

I waited till I saw the sun,
I don't know why I didn't come.
I left you by the house of fun,
I don't know why I didn't come,
I don't know why I didn't come.

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly a way,
instead of kneeling in the sand,
catching teardrops in my hand.

My heart is drenched in wine.
But you'll be on my mind forever.

Out across the endless sea,
I will die in ecstasy
But i'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road alone,

My heart is drenched in wine.
But you'll be on my mind forever.

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come.

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break
No it don't break, no it don't breakeven, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no

He is the last thing that I thought of before I fell asleep each night,
He is the first thing that I that came to mind when mornings come

My night has become a sunny dawn because of you

In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities

I say I'm fine. You know I'm not.

To be 70 years young is sometimes far more cheerful and hopeful than to be 40 years old

Keep your eyes upon me, keep me in your sight, Help me don the crooked road, lead me to the light. The road I'm on is dark, I'm not sure if I know the way, Yet with you r

If he takes the time to argue with you then he cares more than you think.

For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

Hi everyone! Watcha doing?
Well i miss my blog!! Feels so long haven't written something here LOL
today is the last day of having fun before UAN. Fyi, UAN is on next monday!! march 22 til march 26!! A week of fighting and workinghard!! Study study and study!! *i wish i could* LOL
My wish for this UAN is i can do my best and i believe God will do the rest :)
Anyone will face UAN also? I pray for you all.. For your best!!

Well, when i remember UAN i feel so sad :( Why? Because we are almost finished our high school time. And i can't imagine we will apart. Some are going to USA, Australia, Singapore, etc. No doubt, i will miss them so much! :( :(
but i must be cheer up! Everything will be OK. And ill keep all of these as something i won't forget guys!!

I LOVE YOU guys!!
YOU REALLY ROCK MY WORLD!!

With love, big hug, and kisses
astrid miss you
xoxo

RULES!

1. Put your MP3 player, iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. Shuffle Mode!
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag at least 10 friends (make me your #11 so i can see the results).
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. =P
6. Have Fun!


My Result:

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
- STANDING STILL BY JEWEL

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF
- I MISS YOU BY BLINK 182

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- EVERY LITTLE THING YOU DO BY WESTLIFE :)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- SURVIVE BY GABRIELLE

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU BY WESTLIFE :)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
- I HAVE A DREAM BY WESTLIFE

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- FOREVER BY BREAKING BENJAMIN

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- FEEL BY ROBBIE WILLIAMS

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- STAY CLOSE DONT GO BY SECONDHAND SERENADE

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- BE WITH YOU BY ENRIQUE IGLESIAS

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU BY BARRY MANILOW

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- SOMETHING STUPID BY NICOLE KIDMAN FT ROBBIE WILLIAMS

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- I STILL BY BSB

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- CANT KEEP ON LOVING YOU BY A DISTANCE BY ELLIOT YAMIN

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- YMCA BY WILLIAM HUNG

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- THW WORLD I KNOW BY DAVID COOK :)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- SHE BANGS BY WILLIAM HUNG

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- PILLS BY THE PERISHER

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
- GROW OLD WITH YOU BY ADAM SANDLER

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- PLAY SOME ROCK BY LIQUIDO

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- BABY BY JUSTIN BIEBER

hi everyone? whats your day? its been so long *actually just my feel* since i posted my blog here..
well but the lyric i posted are songs which be soundtrack of my days =]
watcha doing??
well.. im here.. now.. im listening to a song which i love the most lately!!!! beside something right by westlife, i'm yours by the script.. this one also my fav!!

I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY by MOFFATS

I used to call you my boy
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Boy I'm so down when your
love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again



i love this very much!! cause now i miss someone very much too!! =]
just wanna share this song to you all..
have a blast day!!
dont forget to pray for my TO!!
ttyl smooch smooch

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xceZ8vZRNic

huplaaa everyone!!??!
Im very happy today LOL LOL
Im not 17th anymore.. Im 18th now!! Its really a long journey but i know, my journey starts now...
This year will be the last year of mine wif my high school friends.. Will be graduated soon this april.. And after that, we realize that we will go 2 diffrent universities.. Hiks..
I really excited 2 welcome my new life as *anak kos*..
but its very hard for me 2 left the high school memories..
The time i learned what is being loved and love other.. The time when i learned how 2 be a good friend... I love those momentt hiks..
And now i really want to stop the time.. But i know.. Its imposibble... So what can i do now is be thankful in evrything i have.. And pray and do 4 the best!!
Amen!!
GBualll
smooch2

LAST
1. Tidur di ranjang kamu:
=> NI SEKARANGLAGI TDURAN

2. Melihat kamu menangis:
=> MAMI

3. Membuat kamu menangis:
=> MYSELF

4. bikin kamu ktawa?
=> FRIENDS =]

5. Pergi ke bioskop dengan:
=> CACA ILKA KAREN RENCY

6. Pergi ke mall dengan:
=> MAMI PAPI

7. Teriak ke kamu:
=> MICHI

HAVE U :
9. Mengatakan "Aku Cinta Kamu" sungguh2:
=> HAHA

10. Berantem dengan peliharaan:
=> DODOL AH

11. Minum Alkohol :
=> .

12. Ke Hawaii?
=> ADA YANG MAW BAYARIN?

13. Ke Medan?
=> AH

14. Nari tanpa busana?
=> PAS MADNI WKKW

15. Bermimpi heboh banget dan segera terjadi:
=> NOPE

16. Berharap jd jenis kelamin lain?
=> AMIT2

17. Punya teman imajinasi?
=> KAGAK

18. Dipukulin?
=> NEVER

ARE U ?
19. Merokok?
=> NO

20. Ciuman?
=> LAGI BELAJAR INI MAHHH

21. Nyanyi dengan baik?
=> KATANYA SI ENGGAK. TAPI PEDE KOQ QKKWKKW

22. Nyanyi saat mandi?
=> ALWAYS

24. Bisa memainkan alat musik?
=> A BIT

25. Pikir kamu getol ama kesehatan?
=> .

26. Akrab dengan ortu?
=> YAP

27. Akrab dengan saudara?
=> YUHUU

OTHERS:
28. Perasaan paling buruk di dunia?
=> DILLEMA

29. menjadi mereka dimasa depan?
=> ??

30. Tidur dengan Binatang?
=> WEW

31. Di Bawah tempat tidur kamu?
=> DEBU

32. Paling suka acara sport apa?
=> SOCCER

33. Saudara?
=> dua

34. Lokasi?
=> SMRG

35. Rencana Kuliah?
=> PETRA

36. Tindik/Tato?
=> WEW

EXTRA :
42. Pernah ngobat?
=> OBH

47. Siapa yang kamu benci banget?
=> IBU DARA

48. siapa yg kamu cinta banget?
=> SEMUAAAAA =]

49. Punya pekerjaan pas weekend?
=> PEGI2

50. Senang di tengah2 orang banyak?
=> DEPENDS

OTHERS AGAIN
51. Ada tipe orang tertentu yang ingin dikejar?
=> KAMU!

52. Pingin sesuatu yang kamu ga punya
sekarang?
=> -__-

53. Apakah kesepian skrg?
=> NOPE

54. Lagu yang nyangkut di memori?
=> BANYAAKKK

55. Mau nikah?
=> YA DONK

56. Mau punya anak?
=> YES AFTER MARRIED

FAVORITE:
57. Penyanyi?
=> ASTRID CLARIZZA

58. Warna?
=> MERAH

59. Parfum?
=> GUCCI ENVY

60. Bulan?
=> FEB

=== 48 JAM TERAKHIR:
61. Nangis?
=> YA

62. Beli sesuatu?
=> MAEMAN

63. Sakit?
=> NOPE THX GOD

64. Nyanyi?
=> YA

65. Menyatakan cinta pada seseorang?
=> CKCKKC

66. Kangen seseorang?
=> YAP

67. Kehilangan seseorang?
=> NO

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage= MINERAL WATER
2. last phone call= STROBERI MAGAZINES
3. last text message= .
4. last song you listened to= SMILE BY UNCLE KRACKER
5. last time you cried= YESTERDAY

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice= NOPE
7. been cheated on= .
8. kissed someone & regretted it= .
9. lost someone special= .
10. been depressed = YAP
11. been drunk and threw up= NOPE

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. RED
13. BLACK
14. WHITE

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend = Y
16. Fallen out of love= Y
17. Laughed until you cried= Y
18. Met someone who changed you= Y
19. Found out who your true friends were= Y
20. Found out someone was talking about you= Y
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list= Y
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life= .
23. How many kids do you want to have= 3
24. Do you have any pets= NOPE
25. Do you want to change your name= NOPE
26. What did you do for your last birthday= PRAY
27. What time did you wake up today = 6.20
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = DREAMING
29. Name something(S) you CANNOT wait for= SECRET LOL
30. Last time you saw your Mother= FEW MINUTES AGO
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?= NOTHING. I LOVE HIS PURPOSE IN ME
32. What are you listening to right now = SMILE BY UNCLE KRACKER
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom= Y
34. What's getting on your nerves right now= SECRET LOL
35. Most visited webpage= FACEBOOK
36. Whats your real name = ASTRID
37. Nicknames =ATID
38. Relationship Status = SINGLE
39. Zodiac sign = PISCES
40. Male or female? = FEMALE
41. Elementary school? = SD Marsudirini PEMUDA
42. Middle School?= Kartur
44. Hair colour = black
45. Long or short= LONG
46. Height = 165??
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = .
48: What do you like about yourself? = EYES
49. Piercings= YES
50. Tattoos = .
51. Righty or lefty = RIGHT

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = NEVER
53. First piercing= BABYY
54. First best friend= MISSY
55. First sport you joined = SWIM
56. First vacation= .
58. First pair of trainers = FORGET
59. Eating = ASI
60. Drinking = ASI
61. I'm about to = .
62. Listening to = .
63. Waiting= .

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids? y
65. Want to get married? y
66. career? DESIGNER AND GUD HOZ WIFE.. GUD MOM

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes= eyes
68. Hugs or kisses= hugs
69. Shorter or taller= taller
70. Older or Younger =OLDER
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms= nice stomatch
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = .
75. Trouble maker or hesitant= .

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger= NOPE
77. Drank hard liquor= NOPE
78. Lost glasses/contacts = YES
79. Sex on first date= NEVER
80. Broken someone's heart = .
81. Had your own heart broken = .
82. Been arrested = NOPE
83. Turned someone down = .
84. Cried when someone died = YAP
85. Fallen for a friend= .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Y
87. Miracles= y
88. Love at first sight = y
90. Santa Claus= y
91. Kiss on the first date= NOPE
92. Angels= y

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time= NOPE
95. Did you sing today? Y
96. Ever cheated on somebody? N
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? .
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? NO
100. Posting this as 100 truths? ok

There is only one happiness in life -- to love and to be loved.
George Sand
1804-1876, French Novelist


What I needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught. Happily I wrapped those painful bonds around me; and sure enough, I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.
St. Augustine
354-430, Numidian-born Bishop of Hippo, Theologian


"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."
Dr Seuss


Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves.
Henri Frederic Amiel
1821-1881, Swiss Philosopher, Poet, Critic


The best thing about me is you.
Shannon Crown


Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime.
Bette Davis


If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.
Anonymous



You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
Sam Keen


To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Heather Cortez


The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.
Helen Keller


"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine



Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Franklin P. Jones


Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
Erica Jong
1942-, American Author


Love (understood as the desire of good for another) is in fact so unnatural a phenomenon that it can scarcely repeat itself, the soul being unable to become virgin again and not having energy enough to cast itself out again into the ocean of another's soul.
James Joyce
1882-1941, Irish Author


Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.
Curtis Judalet


Where love rules, there is no will to power; where power predominates, there love is lacking. The one is the shadow of the other.
Carl Jung
1875-1961, Swiss Psychiatrist


Love in marriage should be the accomplishment of a beautiful dream, and not, as it too often is, the end.
Alphonse Karr


How sweet it is to love, and to be dissolved, and as it were to bathe myself in thy love.
Thomas p Kempis
1379-1471, German Monk, Mystic, Religious Writer


Love feels no burden, regards not labors, strives toward more than it attains, argues not of impossibility, since it believes that it may and can do all things. Therefore it avails for all things, and fulfils and accomplishes much where one not a lover falls and lies helpless.
Thomas p Kempis
1379-1471, German Monk, Mystic, Religious Writer


Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength.... It is therefore able to undertake all things, and it completes many things, and warrants them to take effect, where he who does not love would faint and lie down.
Thomas p Kempis
1379-1471, German Monk, Mystic, Religious Writer


Love is swift, sincere, pious, joyful, generous, strong, patient, faithful, prudent, long-suffering, courageous, and never seeking its own; for wheresoever a person seeketh his own, there he falleth from love.
Thomas p Kempis
1379-1471, German Monk, Mystic, Religious Writer


to love someone is nothing, to beloved by someone is something, to be loved by someone you loved is everything =]

halo2.. dah lama gag ngepost pake bahasa INDONESIA.. hahha
hmm.. hari ini sbenere gag ngapa2in si..
cuma tadi di skul have fun bgtttttt!!
makasih bgt buat TUHAN yang udah ngasi temen2 sekelas yang asik2.. hehhe
I LOVE YOU ALL!!
aku yang blkgn ni sedih trus isa seneng bgt isa py temen2 kayak kalian.. yang isa mbuat aku ketawa tiap saat..
ya walopun pas diluar skolah ndak isa kayak pas di sekolah..
tapi tetep makasih banget :D

my special thankyou for my classmates :
siany
ponsa
theo
ricardo
michi
lala
samuel
agrita
susi

YOU ALL REALLY ROCK MY WORLD..
thanks for always know and understand me =]

pesen buta kalian smua :
smoga dw bakal isa trus temenan kayak gni,, walopun ntar kita kuliah bakal pisah,, tapi harus tetep keep contact yaa.. gonna miss u all :')


tadi sore karaoke..
untuk kesikan kalinya dalam hari ini ak nyanyi lagu

THE REASON
MY IMMORTAL
PERMANENT

ndak taw napa klo ndgrke lagu itu bawaane pengin nangis ae hiks..
nyedihke banget,,
cuma ni geg saket.. jadine ndak isa nyanyi tenanannnn

doake ya cepet smbuh and i believe everything will getting better! AMEN

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

im sitting here.. Beside the pool, straing at there.. Far far away.. Im empty.. I dont know what i feel..
I just wanna cry now.. i dont even know the reason i feel this..this just a feel.. When you lost someone you love..
I feel nothing.. Feel like i just spending too much time feeling this,.
Ok. i wanna say im not okay,
i pretend to be okay.. Yap.. I pretend to be okay.. But i feel its just a ******* i
I dont wanna do this anymore.. My deeds feel just like useful..
Im speechless now.. :'(
My decision is already made.
Astrid.. You can do it. No matter what..
Ure strong girll =]
Theres no apology anymoree...
Its ur decision..
So stand for it and smile for it..

Have a very bright day pals!
Love you all

Holla eervyone!!
how are you?? fine good? say GREAT!! LOL
im here.. hmmm.. doing abs GREAT!!
just finished my exams week and welcome the new week with smile adn brightness,, LOL

today? not a good day.. but kind of happy with my friends .. hang out..
but i must make this day gonna be a GOOD DAY if mine..

Today, going 2 TATA's bdei party.. so great there, meet TANGGA! they are gret! lovely and such a great perform! woohooo

i wanna share this beautiful song.. suddenly i remember this song and in love againn hmmm..



"Untitled"

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I don't know where I crossed the line
Was it something that I said
Or didn't say this time
And I don't know if it's me or you
But I can see the skies are changing
In all the shades of blue
And I don't know which way it's gonna go

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain

(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain

I thought that time was on our side
I've put in far too many years
To let this pass us by
You see life is a crazy thing
There'll be good time and there'll be bad times
And everything in between
And I don't know which way it's gonna go

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain

(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain

Oh we're a little closer now
And finding what life's all about
Yeah I know you just can't stand it
When things don't go your way
But we've got no control over what happens anyway

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain

(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain

(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Can't stop it, can't stop it, just can't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Let it fall, please don't stop the rain

Holaaaa again dude! how is it going?
As the continue of the pvious post, i will talk about my routine today..
Well.. Firstly, i woke up in the morning.. Actually i promised ILKA to have gym, but because im too sleepy, i cancelled it...
Next, i woke up about @9am.. Then took shower.. then also going out 2 have meeting wif RIANA dance studioo...
so hot there.. And also meet many of frends... Tata vilanta and inggrid...
we talked about yearbook costume there.. Hope the yearbook will be the best in semarang! Amen!
After had meeting, iwas going back home and online..
Having skype session wif stupidoo.. But he didnt take a bath already.. So stink LOL. Im having skype session from 1pm until 3pm.. Then he went out and im going offline.. I was getting ready 4 watching movie...
The movie started at 1610 and i was coming about 16.30
Who joinned the movie?
Astrid
Rency
Karen
Michi
Ilka
Erick
Mario
Ponsa
Dodo
Jati
Ci clar
Ko deny
The movie was not rilly gud LOL

After watched the movie, we went to karaoke @ NAV
Who joinned the karaoke?
Astrid
ilka
Karen
Michi
erick *only a moment coz he wanted 2 have gym*
Mario
Dodo
Ponsa
We had a very great experience.. the girls scream alot at the third floor LOL. Its all because ponsa who naughty.. He pushed the 3rd level.. And its like haunted place! OMG! We scream a lot! LOL

After karaoke time, well go to Blue lotus.. Samuel joinned us to the blue lotus becoz he was bored at his house.. We played capsa there.. And having fun..

after going home, im having skype session with stupidoo again.. He was so sleepy.. LOL. couldnt take his funny pict hiks.. But its okay.. Hes slept first.. Then im coming after him!!
Im gonna sleep now..
Soooo ciaoo!!
Smooch smooch

astridcla love you all!!
Spreading much loveee~
Gud night world
xoxo

Hola pals!
Long time no talk here *tho just 2days i think* hoho..
How r u pals? Hope evrythng is alrite..

Well..at this post, i wanna talk about yesterday, and today..
Im having so much FUN!!
both 2days full of skype session..

The first is with WELLY SUTANTO.. So much fun at that time.. He looks more handsome now.. so excited waiting 4 ur coming 2 indonesia!
And one thing makes me jealous, hes going out wif rebecca raissa there! ROFTL..
common bro.. Come back here! well hang out.. Of course at ur fav place ever! bc! LOL.

The second session is with funniest person...taralalala *siperutgendud* aka *chupatkai* aka *stupidoo*LOL.
Actually, he didnt have the cam already, but last monday he bought it.. And started 2 action wif his new webcam LOL. He doing many stupidd actionss.. Especially wif his dynamic picture..
this night session wif him, he tricked me! He said he would show me his action like his dynamic pict.. Poor me he wasnot :(
And also Poor me, he took alots of my ugly picture hiks T.T but its okay! Revenge sounds gud ;p wait 4 me.. And 2 things u owe me! Sing a song and show me ur stupid face! LOL.

The third session is wif THIO DANNY.. Wow.. Its short but quiet gud. Im shocked wif his teeth OMG. He can put off and on his teeth.. He told me that when he laughed, suddenly the teeth is fell off.. Sound gud and great LOL.. Next time ull come to indo *next30jan* u must join our class @ ms.lusi dude!!

to be continue at the next post.. Ciao :p

NAILART AND NAIL PIERCING BY ASTRID





























HAVING FUN WITH FRIENDS






































































CHRISTMAS "SINGING TREE" @ MY CHURCH


















MY MOM, DAD, AND I


















AFTER CHURXCH TIME WIF MY BROTHERS
















RED BROTHER-SISTERHOOD

Firstly, i read an article from a magz

"If its gonna be rainny day
Theres nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray 4 sunny weatheR
But that wont stop the rain
Feeling you got no place to run
I can be your shelter til its done
We can make this last forever
So please dont stop the rain"
And those words come out from james morrisson'


And so on... im so in love wif james morrison!! Love his voice and his songs! Hope someday i would have my lover whose voice like him hoho then sing a lullaby 4 me everynite ;p

After 'YOU MAKE IT REAL' now 'ONE LAST CHANCE'
Here it is..


In my life I don't mean much to anyone
I've lost my way can't go back anymore
Once I had everything now it's gone
Don't tell me again coz I've heard it all before
Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try
I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never and I try to remember who I used to be
I've got one more chance to get myself together
The time has come for me to change again
I can't carry on like this, I will lose my friends - don't say that you have given up on me
Just give me the time and speace to heal my head
I don't wanna be misunderstood
I've got to take this chance and make it into something good
~james morrison~


wow. What r u all doing there? Just crawling under my blanket now.. Wanna have my sweetest dream =] when everyone wake up, ill sleep LOL. Its already 5am here.. But i have no sleepy feeling. How could? Aahhhh~

CHRSITMAS EVE (studded jacket, animal print baloon dress, pumpshoes, bangles, big earings, longchamp, watch)

















CHRISTMAS DAY(red tanktop, red ribbon, redchanelbag, bangles, watch, big earings, short, flatshoes)
















NIGHTGOINGOUT (tanktop, oxfordshoes, chains necklace, bangles, big earings, mini skirt)
















KARAOKE TIME (loose shirt, flatshoes, longchamp, hotpant) ==> left side















DINNER (denim jacket, hotpant, longchamp, gladiator, bangles) ==> right side















LAST BUT NOT LEAST :P (RIBBONS MADE BY ASTRID, SHOP AND SHOP MAGAZINE)

hola everybody! say hello to me =]
well actually still not good mood like yesterday but i try to make this good.. its new year all! lets have a new great life! FORGET ALL THE SADNESS! its a must for us hoho..
keep smiling under resistance hoho.. somehow it can teach us how to face the truth of life is..

actually today is a having funtime with friends..
rency
karen
aan
erick
dodo
mario
theyre crazy pals actually.. trully.. but..
yea.. its makes my mood better but cant heal it :(
i dont know when this will going like this.. so much crazzinesss surounding me and so much going on.. i dont know my priorities..
i know that somewhere there, SOMEONE makes it real for me LOL.

hupla hupla
astrid must be cheer up!
i told done of my frends,. evry single time they get sad.. i always say CHEER UP!
and now i can make it through hoho..

i cant sleep hiks T,T try to tho'

i mjust sleep =]
gud night world.. ure rocks!
mwackz.. mucho baby :-*