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halo2.. dah lama gag ngepost pake bahasa INDONESIA.. hahha
hmm.. hari ini sbenere gag ngapa2in si..
cuma tadi di skul have fun bgtttttt!!
makasih bgt buat TUHAN yang udah ngasi temen2 sekelas yang asik2.. hehhe
I LOVE YOU ALL!!
aku yang blkgn ni sedih trus isa seneng bgt isa py temen2 kayak kalian.. yang isa mbuat aku ketawa tiap saat..
ya walopun pas diluar skolah ndak isa kayak pas di sekolah..
tapi tetep makasih banget :D

my special thankyou for my classmates :
siany
ponsa
theo
ricardo
michi
lala
samuel
agrita
susi

YOU ALL REALLY ROCK MY WORLD..
thanks for always know and understand me =]

pesen buta kalian smua :
smoga dw bakal isa trus temenan kayak gni,, walopun ntar kita kuliah bakal pisah,, tapi harus tetep keep contact yaa.. gonna miss u all :')


tadi sore karaoke..
untuk kesikan kalinya dalam hari ini ak nyanyi lagu

THE REASON
MY IMMORTAL
PERMANENT

ndak taw napa klo ndgrke lagu itu bawaane pengin nangis ae hiks..
nyedihke banget,,
cuma ni geg saket.. jadine ndak isa nyanyi tenanannnn

doake ya cepet smbuh and i believe everything will getting better! AMEN

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

im sitting here.. Beside the pool, straing at there.. Far far away.. Im empty.. I dont know what i feel..
I just wanna cry now.. i dont even know the reason i feel this..this just a feel.. When you lost someone you love..
I feel nothing.. Feel like i just spending too much time feeling this,.
Ok. i wanna say im not okay,
i pretend to be okay.. Yap.. I pretend to be okay.. But i feel its just a ******* i
I dont wanna do this anymore.. My deeds feel just like useful..
Im speechless now.. :'(
My decision is already made.
Astrid.. You can do it. No matter what..
Ure strong girll =]
Theres no apology anymoree...
Its ur decision..
So stand for it and smile for it..

Have a very bright day pals!
Love you all

Holla eervyone!!
how are you?? fine good? say GREAT!! LOL
im here.. hmmm.. doing abs GREAT!!
just finished my exams week and welcome the new week with smile adn brightness,, LOL

today? not a good day.. but kind of happy with my friends .. hang out..
but i must make this day gonna be a GOOD DAY if mine..

Today, going 2 TATA's bdei party.. so great there, meet TANGGA! they are gret! lovely and such a great perform! woohooo

i wanna share this beautiful song.. suddenly i remember this song and in love againn hmmm..



"Untitled"

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I don't know where I crossed the line
Was it something that I said
Or didn't say this time
And I don't know if it's me or you
But I can see the skies are changing
In all the shades of blue
And I don't know which way it's gonna go

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain

(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain

I thought that time was on our side
I've put in far too many years
To let this pass us by
You see life is a crazy thing
There'll be good time and there'll be bad times
And everything in between
And I don't know which way it's gonna go

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain

(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain

Oh we're a little closer now
And finding what life's all about
Yeah I know you just can't stand it
When things don't go your way
But we've got no control over what happens anyway

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain

(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain

(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Can't stop it, can't stop it, just can't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Let it fall, please don't stop the rain

Holaaaa again dude! how is it going?
As the continue of the pvious post, i will talk about my routine today..
Well.. Firstly, i woke up in the morning.. Actually i promised ILKA to have gym, but because im too sleepy, i cancelled it...
Next, i woke up about @9am.. Then took shower.. then also going out 2 have meeting wif RIANA dance studioo...
so hot there.. And also meet many of frends... Tata vilanta and inggrid...
we talked about yearbook costume there.. Hope the yearbook will be the best in semarang! Amen!
After had meeting, iwas going back home and online..
Having skype session wif stupidoo.. But he didnt take a bath already.. So stink LOL. Im having skype session from 1pm until 3pm.. Then he went out and im going offline.. I was getting ready 4 watching movie...
The movie started at 1610 and i was coming about 16.30
Who joinned the movie?
Astrid
Rency
Karen
Michi
Ilka
Erick
Mario
Ponsa
Dodo
Jati
Ci clar
Ko deny
The movie was not rilly gud LOL

After watched the movie, we went to karaoke @ NAV
Who joinned the karaoke?
Astrid
ilka
Karen
Michi
erick *only a moment coz he wanted 2 have gym*
Mario
Dodo
Ponsa
We had a very great experience.. the girls scream alot at the third floor LOL. Its all because ponsa who naughty.. He pushed the 3rd level.. And its like haunted place! OMG! We scream a lot! LOL

After karaoke time, well go to Blue lotus.. Samuel joinned us to the blue lotus becoz he was bored at his house.. We played capsa there.. And having fun..

after going home, im having skype session with stupidoo again.. He was so sleepy.. LOL. couldnt take his funny pict hiks.. But its okay.. Hes slept first.. Then im coming after him!!
Im gonna sleep now..
Soooo ciaoo!!
Smooch smooch

astridcla love you all!!
Spreading much loveee~
Gud night world
xoxo

Hola pals!
Long time no talk here *tho just 2days i think* hoho..
How r u pals? Hope evrythng is alrite..

Well..at this post, i wanna talk about yesterday, and today..
Im having so much FUN!!
both 2days full of skype session..

The first is with WELLY SUTANTO.. So much fun at that time.. He looks more handsome now.. so excited waiting 4 ur coming 2 indonesia!
And one thing makes me jealous, hes going out wif rebecca raissa there! ROFTL..
common bro.. Come back here! well hang out.. Of course at ur fav place ever! bc! LOL.

The second session is with funniest person...taralalala *siperutgendud* aka *chupatkai* aka *stupidoo*LOL.
Actually, he didnt have the cam already, but last monday he bought it.. And started 2 action wif his new webcam LOL. He doing many stupidd actionss.. Especially wif his dynamic picture..
this night session wif him, he tricked me! He said he would show me his action like his dynamic pict.. Poor me he wasnot :(
And also Poor me, he took alots of my ugly picture hiks T.T but its okay! Revenge sounds gud ;p wait 4 me.. And 2 things u owe me! Sing a song and show me ur stupid face! LOL.

The third session is wif THIO DANNY.. Wow.. Its short but quiet gud. Im shocked wif his teeth OMG. He can put off and on his teeth.. He told me that when he laughed, suddenly the teeth is fell off.. Sound gud and great LOL.. Next time ull come to indo *next30jan* u must join our class @ ms.lusi dude!!

to be continue at the next post.. Ciao :p

NAILART AND NAIL PIERCING BY ASTRID





























HAVING FUN WITH FRIENDS






































































CHRISTMAS "SINGING TREE" @ MY CHURCH


















MY MOM, DAD, AND I


















AFTER CHURXCH TIME WIF MY BROTHERS
















RED BROTHER-SISTERHOOD

Firstly, i read an article from a magz

"If its gonna be rainny day
Theres nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray 4 sunny weatheR
But that wont stop the rain
Feeling you got no place to run
I can be your shelter til its done
We can make this last forever
So please dont stop the rain"
And those words come out from james morrisson'


And so on... im so in love wif james morrison!! Love his voice and his songs! Hope someday i would have my lover whose voice like him hoho then sing a lullaby 4 me everynite ;p

After 'YOU MAKE IT REAL' now 'ONE LAST CHANCE'
Here it is..


In my life I don't mean much to anyone
I've lost my way can't go back anymore
Once I had everything now it's gone
Don't tell me again coz I've heard it all before
Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try
I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never and I try to remember who I used to be
I've got one more chance to get myself together
The time has come for me to change again
I can't carry on like this, I will lose my friends - don't say that you have given up on me
Just give me the time and speace to heal my head
I don't wanna be misunderstood
I've got to take this chance and make it into something good
~james morrison~


wow. What r u all doing there? Just crawling under my blanket now.. Wanna have my sweetest dream =] when everyone wake up, ill sleep LOL. Its already 5am here.. But i have no sleepy feeling. How could? Aahhhh~

CHRSITMAS EVE (studded jacket, animal print baloon dress, pumpshoes, bangles, big earings, longchamp, watch)

















CHRISTMAS DAY(red tanktop, red ribbon, redchanelbag, bangles, watch, big earings, short, flatshoes)
















NIGHTGOINGOUT (tanktop, oxfordshoes, chains necklace, bangles, big earings, mini skirt)
















KARAOKE TIME (loose shirt, flatshoes, longchamp, hotpant) ==> left side















DINNER (denim jacket, hotpant, longchamp, gladiator, bangles) ==> right side















LAST BUT NOT LEAST :P (RIBBONS MADE BY ASTRID, SHOP AND SHOP MAGAZINE)

hola everybody! say hello to me =]
well actually still not good mood like yesterday but i try to make this good.. its new year all! lets have a new great life! FORGET ALL THE SADNESS! its a must for us hoho..
keep smiling under resistance hoho.. somehow it can teach us how to face the truth of life is..

actually today is a having funtime with friends..
rency
karen
aan
erick
dodo
mario
theyre crazy pals actually.. trully.. but..
yea.. its makes my mood better but cant heal it :(
i dont know when this will going like this.. so much crazzinesss surounding me and so much going on.. i dont know my priorities..
i know that somewhere there, SOMEONE makes it real for me LOL.

hupla hupla
astrid must be cheer up!
i told done of my frends,. evry single time they get sad.. i always say CHEER UP!
and now i can make it through hoho..

i cant sleep hiks T,T try to tho'

i mjust sleep =]
gud night world.. ure rocks!
mwackz.. mucho baby :-*